and it always comes down to this

the feeling that never fails to miss

hits you where it hurts the most

I feel like a boat that can’t find the coast

sail on my love, sail on

up up… to infinity and beyond

easy to say and hard to execute

this heavy problem i cant seem to resolute

whether im overly sentimental or justified i cant tell

If only my friends knew
What I was goin thru
Prolly have them paralyzed from shock
cuz I’ve been so good at pretending to be a jock
Little did they know man
But little I say, I ran
Ran from my troubles nd the feelings of blue
God knows I just needed someone to stay true
A companion of some sort
Really all I needed was a port
Somebody to spew all my emotions to
So my heart wouldn’t feel so heavy
But there it go tweakin like a Chevy
Ladies and gents I’m depressed
I’m not tryin to impress now I’m just trying to finess
Something to take the edge off help me forget this sickening feeling of regret
Cuz when I lie down and close my eyes
The beautiful vision of your face never fails to arise
Arouse that feeling I despise
And although its been some weeks that soon turn to months and years
Don’t u get it? You will always be amongst my biggest fears.

brushing your teeth at night is a difficult thing to do because its like a semipermanent decision once you brush your teeth thats it you cant eat for the rest of the night and i just never know if im willing to make that commitment

(Source: jesuschristvevo)